Filed under: Not up to doing things
Fuck me!
I want what i cannot have. I don’t want what i could have had. What kind of bullshit is this?
“what have i become my sweetest friend?”
Fuck me!
I belong in that hell of yours.
I belong. i belong i belong. or am i just garbage? a peice of trash?
I don’t belong. I don’t belong. I don’t belong. I never did. FUCK!
“Throw away this little girl. She doesn’t deserve anything. Piss on her. Why would anyone care. She made him bleed. why gve her anything?”
This all has to do wth…them. THEM.
Fuck me! I swear fuck me! let me bleed. I don’t care. i wnat to hurt myself till i cannot feel anymore. til i am nothing. NOTHING.
Ah “hurt” I love you.
“you could have it all. My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt”
” full of broken thoughts i cannot repair”
” If i could start again. A million miles away. I will keep myself. I will find a way!!!!!!!!!!!”
FUCK ME! FUCK ME! FUCK ME!
Cut me up and search my insides. throw away all of me. till nothing is left. Make me bleed. MAKE ME BLEED!
this has nothing to do with so called love i thought i once had. It all has to do with guilt and attraction.
wtf is wrong with me? Am i deserving enoigh to be called a bicth? a slut?
ARGGG!
FUCK ME!
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