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one. two three. and jump! and now i’m falling.
April 15, 2008, 5:52 pm
Filed under: mountain of shit

Falling down. It’s the only thing i am good at.

So i will keep on falling down till i reach the bottom of this pit and will never be able to climb out of it again.

Yes.

No pillows to break my fall. No winged alien to save me.

I will keep on falling. I’ll fall to the bottom of the pit and be lost there. I’ll break my bones and won’t be able to climb back up. I’ll be paralyzed. Slowly I’ll be eatenĀ  by maggots alive. They’ll eat through my skin. and once they’ve gotten through. they’ll find my heart and eat it up too. working form the inside to the out.

I’m being melodramatic aren’t I? Yes Yes of course I am.

I am no good for nothing.

I’m just a pointless play. on stage. a play. which people can point and laugh at the immaturity and cheapness of it all.

Yes I am melodramatic. “nail me upside down” now.

I can make something out of nothing. Yeap. I am a fool who has nothing better to do but make something out of nothing.

Sigh.

I hate myself. but you stupid reader. probably know that. So yes you can stop reading if you’re bored to death I might be a fool but i’m not a rude ass who will hold a gun to your head and make you read this blog over a 100 times. till your eyes drop out.

The fuck. Who am i? I am no one. I am a fucking no one. I am no one. NO ONE. ARGGGGG.

I hate me. Do you hate me? of course you hate me.

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End this shitty blog urself stupid reader.

I hate me. ARAGGGGGG//