Burymedeep’s Weblog

Words won’t express how much i hate myself.

Why do i screw up all the time??

Yea i do wanna be perfect.

Call em a hypocrite or a fake i don’t really care.( i think)

but i had a really strong urge to cut myself till nothing was left in me that day.

I had so much hate for myself.

I wanted to hurt myself but haha i couldn’t even find a blade.

What stupid ass can’t find a stupid blade???

I make the stupidest mistakes.

I want perfection. So that i won’t have to screw up ever.

But how can an ass like me attain perfection yet alone find it??

I am sorry. No matter what you say……I am sorry. For everything.